You act like I’ll always be here to hold you And I will in the marrow of my memory of who is me But never again in my arms legs or mind Not until we are stars again I hope this has been a good bye Advertisements Continue reading
Is it my need for presence that promotes your absence? My forward honesty the fabric for your loophole manipulations? Is it her face you see when you’re holding me or is it that I am the everything you’ve wished she was and that you find that terrifying? How can you just not speak and watch … Continue reading
I don’t want to lose you he says eyes of the earth and sea pleading longingly But you will I say every day For I am not possession but self possessed I can’t help but lose myself in what’s routine or novel to get lost exploring music or nature ideas and questions causes and creations … Continue reading
There are no words for how it feels for a phoenix to burn alive What it takes to make spark from ashes embracing embers every cell combusting fire born within There are no words only knowing the smoldering touch between beginning and end love and pain fullness and ache The miracle of surrendering into our … Continue reading
There’s too much dis-articulate particulate here vague fragmentation of all left unsaid in the air Everywhere I bend you break me and drop the pieces upon realizing what’s shattered is sharp So you’re right there and I’m left here disarticulated to pick myself up shadowboxing hope and fear of the time I grow the nerve … Continue reading
I am conscious of my body and the things it is capable of Which is everything I choose so I decide and decipher what my soul is tied to and which paths will be left untrodden Because at night I always walk alone A blast of swirling questions fear and judgement rain down but I … Continue reading
I took you there to celebrate the harvest pumpkins and hayrides the giant Ferris Wheel I can still feel you pressed against my chest and see your bright eyes taking it all in It was your complexion milky like your sleepy smile downy fluff hair flushed and full cheeks delicious thighs and eyes that hold … Continue reading
There has never been a time I have been able to keep myself from leaving a breadcrumb trail brightly wrapped pieces to and of my heart bat signals cryptograms and phrases in languages only We speak for you to find including this one because I know you get them and me But there has never … Continue reading
Some days all I do is miss you it comes out of the blue like a star fell and burned straight through my heart and it’s all I can do to get through the day without your arms reaching for me and I miss the feel of each individual finger of your left hand upon … Continue reading
95 Fridays and I still keep count ever increasing numbers they’ll still never surmount or even touch the aching vacancy the numbness that I hold it’s just a silly way to find some sense within my soul because your ab-sense is exactly that away from logic fact or study away from any truth except goddamn … Continue reading
