Drained

Phone rings at work How may I help I answer He has cancer She says Sinking in I begin counting … More

Holding Space

Holding space for my own pain is the hardest part about right now. It’s difficult as fuck. I mean, there’s … More

It’s like I can’t remember what happiness looks like. Well, maybe that’s not it. It looks something like all my … More

I want to scream at the sky for all the reasons I can’t know why can’t have prevented can’t prevent … More

What you were just for a moment when I first beheld you tiny paper fingernails eyes as deep as the … More

It’s been 140 weeks since Sudden Unexplained Death in Childhood took my son and we’re in the last week of … More

I’d love to have seen the sunrise but I missed it for fitful sleep seeking to behold my son’s eyes … More

There was a post going around a while ago on how having or being a stay at home parent isn’t … More

I took you there to celebrate the harvest pumpkins and hayrides the giant Ferris Wheel I can still feel you … More

It’s been 98 Fridays with a broken heart, 37 days until it’s been two years. I said that on Facebook … More