I’d love to have seen the sunrise but I missed it for fitful sleep seeking to behold my son’s eyes available only in dreams * I don’t have a sunrise picture and only read the details of Capture Your Grief this morning after waking up to Kaya barking at something outside. I got irritated, but … Continue reading
Corner to corner
sock to sock
Minecraft shirt, right
neon print, left
coffee
flannel shirt, right
play dress, left
stop
pastel dinosaurs Continue reading
Each morning with the growing light My eyes constricting from the sight I fumble back from dreamless night A lightning bolt within me strikes and I know that something is just not right A reverse process begins within my frame Every day since the one has started much the same My thoughts fall through the … Continue reading
Grief is proportionate to love It hurts because it matters My former life was full of you and so you’re in my latters You will always matter I’ll hold any form you take We are all of stardust formed in 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, and 8 Phyllotaxis of the soul where chi aligns with … Continue reading
I have felt the weight of you since you were a twinkle in a star’s eye before either of us knew you were you I loved you with my whole heart before you were half the size of it and with my whole self before I even knew my capacity I sang and we danced … Continue reading
I realized that I haven’t written for a while here… it was during my reflective pause in writing that my sweet boy Patrick, just days after taking his first steps, crossed the Rainbow Bridge in his dreams and slipped gently into the stars at the age of 14 months & four days. I had never heard of Sudden Unexplained Death in Childhood (SUDC) before that night and had been fairly convinced SIDS was for babies 3 months and under who had suffocated. I learned differently two weeks ago, and my life is forever changed. Continue reading
